Its Almost Christmas, and I'll Admit,

I'll admit that I've been more than a little slack in posting on My Blog lately. It's just that everyday life's been getting in the way. I haven't been wearing pantyhose very much lately. I'm still a long way from being sexually satisfied in my relationship with my wife. So I shoot a little video of myself wearing pantyhose and high heels and anything else that makes me look feminine and then post it to YouTube and hope to pick up subscribers to hopefully view and comment on my screwed up life. A married guy, 47yrs old, that likes to wear pantyhose, partly because Marsha Brady and her sisters wore pantyhose. Damn, they were sexy when they needed to be. Theres you're clue. I'm not a kid anymore, but I still feel like one
and I still want to play like one.

Keep watching my videos. I've got more to post. Pantyhose, High Heels and more.

I'm a perv. Maybe I'll show you on XTube. Also see a few on X Tube.

Happy Thanksgiving

This is one of the holidays that makes us get to gether with our family. On the surface, it kind of sounds like a chore, but it's not. Be thankful to spend a little bit of time with the people that will be there for you when you need someone.

Pantyhose. Pantyhose. Pantyhose. I'm still wearing them whenever I can while trying to come to terms with a sexual breakthrough with my reluctant wife. I've actually gotten her to wear pantyhose with the crotch cut out several times over the last few weeks. But it's only a start. It hasn't led to fantastic sex yet. I'm working on it.

I'm posting Video #43

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I'm Still Here

It's been over a month since I've written in my blog. The thing is, a lot has been going on. In this last month I've worn pantyhose in front of my wife many times (and shes still not into it) and I've even managed to get her to wear pantyhose for me as well.

I've also been able to shoot more video of myself. I'll post it as soon as I can. The thing about posting video is that it takes quite a while to view it, edit it and finally upload it.

Also, I now have over 1000 Subscribers on You Tube. That's really hard to believe. Thank you to everyone that has subscribed and been so supportive. I mean that.

As I said, I've shot a lot of video over the last couple of weeks and I thought that I'd share some that I don't think I can post on You Tube.

If you like wearing pantyhose or just enjoy watching others wear them, please feel free to post a little comment here and let the world know.

The Hottest Pantyhose Model Ever

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My So Called Rest, Is Over

I've just finished a week off from work. It's called vacation, but in my case, it was a use it or lose it situation. It ended up being nothing more than a "Staycation". That is, we couldn't afford to go anywhere, so I bought plenty of beer and hoped that I could make some kind of headway sexually with my wife. Guess what? It didn't work out the way I'd hoped. Does it ever?





I had nine days and nights off in a row. One solid week, plus two weekends sandwiched on each end. The sexual breakthrough didn't occur. But it wasn't all bad.





I was able to hang out with a sexy woman (I look at it as it's better than not having a sexy woman around) and I drank beer while wearing only a tee shirt and women's panties. I even wore pantyhose (after several beers) in front of her on two occasions. I was hoping that her seeing me wear suntan pantyhose might at least prod her into asking me "Why"? It didn't.





She's frozen into the state of thinking that she take her shirt off, then slip her pants off and say "Take me", twice a year, and that's all a guy needs.





It sounds good on the surface, but what you don't understand is that she never touches me, in any way. It's as if my dick doesn't exist except, on those two times a year when she strips her shirt off and doe's say, "Take me". Even then, she just lays there. She won't touch my dick in any way when, "It", happens.





Should I complain?





During my vacation, I figured I'd catch up on my surfing porn on the computer plus, uploading a little naughty video of myself. I ended up spending the first few days trying to figure out why IE7 kept crashing and not loading pages. I still don't seem to be able to view my own xtube videos. I can't sign it and then view the page. I try, but it acts like dial up. It just won't load, then, IE7 won't display any page. So, I've left xtube alone for my whole week off. I've never been a fan of xtube. It's just that that was one site that I knew I could actually show my dick on camera. Let's face it, dicks aren't really pretty. Legs, and ass, they are pretty. To me, cocks really aren't.





There's always a but. But... a sexy pair of legs and a nice ass wearing pantyhose and high heels, no matter if theres a dick in there or not. Can , be sexy.

I did shoot a few pictures, The best, in my opinion, is the attached picture. I like the lighting in it. It would look better with heels. But that's just hindsight, plus, one of my heels is broken.

I'm a pantyhose guy.

Southeast Virginia

I Added More Video To X Tube

A I write this, I'm uploading my fifth video to X Tube. For the first time, I'm showing myself actually getting off. The video is from a few years ago and I've been wanting to share it for a long time. Theres not much to see pantyhose wise, it's just my dick, rock hard, sticking straight up through the cut out crotch. If you notice, I'm so horny that I don't have to pump it very much to get it to squirt. It basically shoots on its own. Also, if you pay attention, you'll be able to tell that I actually get off twice. I squirt once, then I pump it just a little more and then squirt a second time. I hope you'll watch and comment.

I'm also attaching a picture to this post that I took early this morning. I hope you like it and find it sexy.

Here's a question for any readers out there.

Have you ever dressed up in drag on Halloween? It's almost here.

I'm Into Wearing Pantyhose

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I Posted A Video On XTube

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Exclusive Video

As I promised on my last YouTube video (#30), I'm adding some additional video. When I started this blog I didn't even realize that I could add video to it. Also, I'll admit that I've tried to be careful as to what I show on YouTube. The last thing I need is to have people complain and start "flagging" my videos. As careful as I've been, I still had one flagged and removed. Along with the removal came a nice little warning email basically saying, don't do that again. What's funny is that the video that was removed had no nudity in it whatsoever. Suddenly it was gone. No explination. I should probably repost it, but haven't

Anyway, the video that I've posted on YouTube this weekend is more of what I shot a few months ago in my hotel room when I was out of town for work. As soon as I got to the hotel I stripped down, took a shower, popped a beer and started play dress up in front of the camera.

I tried to concentrate on keeping it clean so that I could post it on YouTube, but of course I couldn't resist taking it past the line at times. I just didn't know when or where I could post it.

I know about XTube and have watched a few videos on it, but it really seems sleazey. I don't believe I'v seen many videos on there that were really good. I guess I'll probably break down and put some on there because I really do want to show off all the way. I'd really like to hear what people think about that.

Plus, I don't know whether or not it's a good idea to show as much as I have here on this blog. Technically, this is nudity. I know I don't show very much, but I stll wonder.

One thing this shows is my "tuck". People have wondered how I get so smooth "down there". As I've said before, it's not hard to do when you're small. Also, most of the time when I shoot video, I don't have a hard on. I'm usually concentrating on the camera and the pose and I just don't get hard while I'm doing that.

My Latest Video

I just posted a new video on YouTube. I only posed and videoed my feet in high heels because I've had many requests to see my feet. I don't feel that my feet are attractive, but I do think they look better in pantyhose. Actually they look better in suntan hose, but this video happens to capture me in navy Leggs sheer to waist, Q size by the way.

It's video that I shot several months back, but, have never had the time to upload. Please be aware that I have at least thirty minutes or more of video that I'd like to post. Most of it is from a few months ago when I was on an overnight business trip and alone in my hotel room, but some of my video is from the last is from the last few weekends. I just don't have enough private time to view and then upload it without fear of my wife seeing me in the process. Why? Because the computer is in the living room. Most of the time that I'm on the computer, she is in the room, just a few feet away, sitting on the couch.

The picture on this post is one that I'll admit, I like. It's me and I like it. I can see what other people see. When you get right down to it. Everything that you see is a self portrait.

Is that the weird? Most people, men or women, don't think about spending an evening photographing themselves in front of a camera. It is, in a way, narcissistic. Don't hold that part against me.

If you like my pics and videos and my story, let me here from you. I'll try to keep you in the loop.

Wearing Her Bathing Suit

This is what I've been wearing lately. It feels awesome. Just putting it on without pantyhose actually gives me a hard on. It is so tight and makes me feel sexy and I think I look pretty decent in it.

Oh, I have some bad news and I hope someone out there can offer me some advice.

One of my high heels is screwed up and I can't wear it. Which really sucks because I want to to wear them in front of my wife on Halloween.

A couple of weekends ago on a Saturday afternoon. I found myself alone and decided to to dress up and shoot some still pictures. I wore my stilettos in some of the pics. When I finished shooting, I quickly got undressed and stashed my clothes, including my heels.

As I was walking through the bedroom I noticed a small black object in the middle of the floor. I didn't know what it was at first. I picked it up and realized, it was the tip of one of my stiletto heels. The rubber tip had worn and split and fell off of the heel. I can't wear it like that. I was so disappointed.

I don't know what to do. I searched online and found that shoe repair stores can fix it, but I'm a little nervous about walking into one with a pair of size 13 Fredericks Of Hollywood stiletto heels.

I did find the tips on Ebay. It looks like the only place that sells what I need is in Europe. The tips/dowels are actually pretty cheap, but I can't order them without my wife knowing. Plus I don't know how to pull the actual dowel out of the heel without messing it up. I'm thinking that once it's removed I could replace one. I'd have to get some shoe glue as well. Getting the tips is the hard part. The shoes only cost around $30, but I can't buy new ones at this point in time and I have no idea how much a shoe repair shop would charge.

Has anyone out there ever had this problem?

Finally Another Post

The last month or so has been an adventure. I've still been wearing pantyhose, although not in front of my wife very much (that's my big turn on), but every chance I can. I've concentrated on two things, taking pictures of myself dressed up and trying to have a regular sex life with my wife. I've only been sucessful with one.

I've been able to shoot some pictures and even some video the last few weekends. But, it is very time consuming, especially since I have to hide my activities from my wife. Hell, I wish she'd participate, but we're nowhere near that stage.

The only chance I have to do these things is on the weekends when she's asleep. Which means I have to stay up after she goes to bed and then get up well before she gets up. Which to tell you the truth is tiring. Not to mention that it's done most of the time drunk and then hung over.

It takes 20 to 30 minutes to shoot 10 minutes of video. Which lately has been outside on the back deck and even a little outside of our front door. Then I have to hook up the camera to the computer and play the tape which of course will take 10 minutes. Then, the computer takes almost 10 minutes to process it. Of course I also have to hide the camera and my clothes because there is always the chance that my wife will walk in.

I've finally been able to secure the video and pictures on the computer so that she can't access it. I worried about that for a while.

Lately I've been wearing my wifes' one piece bathing suit. I even slept in it one night last weekend. I was actually hoping that she's notice and mention it. If she did notice, she didn't say anything.

I'd like to post several of my latest pictures, but it looks as if I can only post one picture per blog entry. If anyone knows how to post more per entry, please let me know.

I'd also like to post more videos on You Tube, but that also is very time consuming. It takse 20 minutes to upload 1:30 of video.

I took this pic today, Sunday August 10, 2008. My wife was still asleep, so I snapped a few pics. This is probably the best one of the bunch. I'm wearing suntan L'eggs Sheer Energy sheer to waist, my staple these days. I was really afraid that I might get caught, but I got away with it. My wife knows I have a pantyhose fetish and she even knows I have a pair of high heels. But, she wouldn't be happy if she caught me posing in front of the camera like this. She did catch me one time, but she didn't make a big deal about it, but it was still akward and embarressing.

Over 500 Subscriptions

I decided to post little bonus video since I have hit the 500 mark on YouTube subscriptions. It's a little naughty. I hope I didn't go too far with it. I don't know if a little nudity is permitted on this blog.

I recently had a video flagged and removed from You Tube and there no nudity in it, I was very disappointed.

This video was shot 2 or 3 months ago. I know it shows my little thing. It should be easy enough now to see why I can tuck myself away so easily. I've got a small dick. It's that simple.

It's Not Easy Taking Pictures And Video

I added another video to You Tube on Saturday. My goal has been to try and add some video each weekend. It's just not easy. Imagine yourself doing it. For one thing, most guys don't wear pantyhose or any other article of women's clothing. I know this. I'm one that does and believe it or not, I've been wearing them for over thirty years. That is hard to believe.

Not only do I wear them, I like to photograph myself wearing them. How many guys can say that? The thing is, it's not easy doing either. My wife knows about my pantyhose fetish and has seen me wear them on many occasions, but she doesn't know about my pictures and videos. Well, actually she does, but I'll get into that later. I wish I could tell her, but at this point, I don't think she'd understand or even try to understand. Hell, I don't know if shes capable of understanding. What would the average wife say if her husband told her that he liked wearing pantyhose? How many would just say, "That's fine dear"? I doubt many would take that news well.

How many guys wear pantyhose and take pictures and video of themselves? Not many. Part of me feels that its perverted, but the fact is I like it and except for my wifes less than positive feelings towards the fetish, it's harmless.

The big problem is finding time to shoot pictures and video, edit them and upload them without her finding out. Since our computer is in a central location in our home, I just can't do it anytime I want since she could walk up and see what I'm doing.

I see where video can be uploaded to this blog. I've decided that I'll add a little video not shown on You Tube to see if I can attract blog viewers. I'm considering showing some brief nudity. Would anyone out there like to see that? I don't know if I'll be able to do it today since I'm already in the process of uploading a new You Tube video.

What I'd like to do

What's funny is the fact that I do indeed think about sex more often than most. I'd like to think that my sexual thoughts and desires, while not exactly mainstream, aren't illegal or immoral. I enjoy and get off wearing women's "things".

The bottom line is that I'm turned on by girls and women showing off their legs. Theres nothing better than...

I just happen to like wearing and posing in their under ware and lingerie. It does turn me on. It's harmless. So why not? Life is short and I'm a kid anymore. I'm trying to get away with as much as is allowable under the circumstances.

I'm married and the sex is not good. Of course theres a lot more involved than that. It's complicated, very complicated. Isn't everything? We're all a product of our experiences. The older we get, the more experiences we have. Our data base continuously increases. Age. Experience.

Keep in mind, I'm just a guy. I like to wear pantyhose.

Pavlov's Bell

I wish I looked one tenth as good as this babe looks, Those legs, that ass, who wouldn't be be turned on by her.

She what I've tried to copy, that's all.


What a concept. Pavlov's Bell, that is. What a reality. All you have to do is ring Pavlov's Bell and and you'll be happy. Right? Go ahead and ring it! I'll just stand here and watch, because I'm curious.







If it turns you on and doesn't hurt aynone, why not?







I want add more videos, but I've had a little technical diffulcity. I uploaded a dv tape and it didn't turn out very well. I need to do it again, but I don't have the time to set up the camera without my wife knowing and re-download the tape.







This means that theres going to be a temporary delay in posting a new video. Maybe next weekend. Sorry.







It's not easy posting video of yourself, wearing womens clothes AND not letting your wife know.







How many guys like to wear pantyhose? Not many, right?







If a guy likes to wear pantyhose, how does he tell a woman that?







How doe's he find the time to set up a video camera and video himself wearing pantyhose and maybe high heels and a leotard without his wife knowing. Why doesn't want his wife to know? Because his wife would'nt approve. Can anyone identify with that?







I've posted a lot of videos of myself on YouTube. I've gotten a decent amount of comments, considering that I've advertized for comments. To be honest, I was expecting more than I've gotten, but I'm satisfied with the ammount that I have recieved.







People, even if it's guys, have liked seeing me wear pantyhose in front of the camera. For that, I thank all of you.

I Added Another Video

It's been fun adding videos on YouTube and reading the comments. I'm suprised that almost all of them totally complimentary. There have been a couple that are just crude, but at least they were apparently turned on by what they saw.

I just wish I had more time to dress up and play in front of the camera.

Keeping it to myself

Let's face it, a guy that likes to wear pantyhose can't can't wear them in public. In fact, it's something that you can't tell your friends about. Imagine a bunch of guys, hanging out in a bar watching a game. One of the guys says, "I bought a new pair of sexy pantyhose the other day. The store finally got my size in stock". What would happen next? He's be laughed at and joked on forever. He'd probably have to find new friends. Why? Because there's a stigma associated with it. It's a fetish and people don't generally talk about their fetishes openly.

Despite what you might think, I'm not gay. I'm not attracted to men. I've never seen a man on tv or on the street somewhere and thought about having sex with him. I'm turned on by what I perceive as sexy legs, especially in pantyhose and high heels.

People are afraid to tell their spouses what they'd really like done to them in the bedroom. The lucky ones do. Most of us don't. I have been lucky enough in the past to have been able to just that. But, I can't with my present wife. She's not into anything.

Ah, the anonimity of the Internet, thanks Al Gore. Yeah, right. But the anonimity, it's great. You can express what you really want to say. From chat rooms to Blogs to YouTube and more. I know about XTube, but I've only gone as far as YouTube. So far.

I'm married, for the second time. We've been together for over ten years. But, the sex is not good. In fact, it's really bad. Which in turn has only made my fetish increase. That and the PC.

So, my wife has no idea (that I know of) that I post this stuff on the web. Let's hope it remains that way.

Bought More Panties and Posted New Video

I'm totally addicted to buying and wearing a certain style of womens underware/panties. WalMart sells them. At least some of them do. I still check out what they have pantyhose wise. Most of them (WalMart) now have L'Eggs suntan Sheer Energy sheer to waist (not Control Top). I hate control top pantyhose except for No Nonsense Almost Bare Control Top (not Lace Panty). You can't buy them in WalMart anymore, only online.

I wear panties at home. Once in a while, I still get away with wearing pantyhose. As I write this, I am, nude No Nonsense.

I hope you see my new video on YouTube.

It's #20. Check it out.

I'd like to hear rational comments on my blog. Not crap.

Writing About Pantyhose Is Harder Than I Thought

Please don't ask if that's me. It's not. That just happens to be one of the sexiest photos of a woman wearing pantyhose. I'm a leg and ass man and this picture shows, it. This is it! Totally hot.

I wish my wife looked like that and I wish I could look that good, again. I was close.

Anyway, I've been off the You Tube track for a couple of weeks and I hope to be able to post a couple of things.

I HAVE'NT FORGOTTEN THE BLOG

I've been trying to find a little private time this week to write in this blog, but I just haven't had any. I should have a little time this coming weekend.

I've Forgotten To Mention I'm A Panty Guy Too

I totally broadcast the fact that I'm totally into pantyhose, but, that's not all. I wear women's panties a lot. Actually the only time I don't wear them is at work. Which is kind of odd. A lot men with a fetish for women's lingerie do wear their item, pantyhose and panties are only two of the possibilities, to work.

Me on the other hand, I wear mine anytime I'm not working. Since I openly wear them in front of my wife at home, it takes the need away to sneak them during the day. Plus, it also eliminates the chance of a coworker accidentally finding out one of my little secrets.

Now, I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea, I don't wear little frilly lacy panties. Mine are more basic. I like the high cut style. The high cut style does enhance the leggy look. Remember, I am a leg man in the truest sense.

I've only been into panties for about the last fours years or so, but it has become somewhat of an obsession. I wear on particular type, Hane's Her Way, Body Creations, Microfber, High Cut panties. Believe it not, I wear them in front of my wife. What's really unusual is the fact that she's never brought the subject up. She's never asked any questions about me wearing them at all, not even once.

The Memorial Day Weekend

I was hoping to have a great weekend with my wife. That is hang out at home with her and try to jump start our sex life and try to get my blog rolling. Of course the second part has to be accomplished completely without her knowledge, which is no easy task since our computer is in the living room. It's not easy posting pantyhose videos on YouTube. I keep telling myself that if I only had 3 or 4 solid days alone on the computer that I could do so much more.

I did manage to take a few pics over the weekend, butt, I ruined a nice pair of pantyhose.

It happened while I was taking pictures. I recently found that L'eggs now offers their Sheer Energy sheer to waist suntan pantyhose in a new size Q+. I found them at WalMart. Some people have asked how tall I am. Well, I'm 6'1". I can wear size Q, but the Q+ really fits so much better. Unfortunately, I've only been able to find the Q+ in suntan only. I'd really like to know if they offer this size in their other colors as well., like nude, taupe and coffee.

Any way, if you look closely at my left butt cheek, you see the big'ol hole. Don't be confused by the hole where I actually cut the crotch, the run (hole) is on my cheek. I accidentally rubbed up against the wall while taking pictures. The wall has a rough finish and I immediately heard the snag, and boom, the pantyhose suddenly had a hole in them.

I Can Look Sexy In Pantyhose

Give me a pair of pantyhose and a pair of shorts (it helps to add heels) and I can look sexy. That is, if you only check out my legs.

Otherwise, I'm just a guy.

A baseball fan, a basketball fan and a football fan.The guy on top of the legs has a real married life. It could be worse, it could be a whole lot better.

I'm hopeing to attract YouTube Viewers

I'm hoping to get the attention of a few people that have seen my videos on YouTube. I've been posting videos on YouTube for the last two months or so. The response has been generally rather favorable. So, I'm slightly encouraged.

The basic reason is, I'm sexually frustrated. Why? Because, I don't have a good sexual relationship with my wife. For that matter, we've never had one. The ironic thing is, we've always gotten along rather well. Surprisingly so.

We just got married a few months ago. We've been together for over eleven years. Eleven years is a long time for a relationship, married or otherwise.

I like to wear pantyhose, that's the reason for this blog. Actually it's not, but I'll condescend for just a moment, PANTYHOSE are the sexiest piece of clothing that a woman can wear. Womens legs look sexy in hose. That's it, the bottom line.

I gre up in a time where the girls in elementary school all wore dresses. They showed their legs. They had to, thats the way their mothers told them they had to dress. So they did. They showed their legs. They really didn't even know what they were doing.

But there was one more thing added to the equation. At that time, the dress code seemed to be that girls must wear hose or tights on their legs. They did. To them, it was just a piece of clothing. But to the boys looking at those legs. It was sexy. They looked nice. That's it in a nutshell. They looked nice.

Anyway, I hope to hear from some of you YouTubers that like watching my videos.

Keep watching. I've got a little more. Not a lot though. Just some. My MD video is pretty much done though. What I can show that is.

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I LIKE TO WEAR PANTYHOSE

That statement in itself doesn't sound that wierd. Although it does seem that most women and girls these days don't particularly care for them. The odd thing is that I'm neither a girl or woman. I'm a 47 year old married man.

Oh, I almost forgot, this is my first attempt at writing a blog. So any of you that might stumble upon this hopefully, not so febble attempt at writing one please be understanding. Otherwise, it's probably not for you anyway.

I like wearing pantyhose. I like the look, the feel and the fit. When I put on a pair the first time, I became hooked. I remember thinking at the time, "These feel good and my legs look good in them". I was around 12 or 13 at the time and yes, they were my mothers.

Believe it or not, the feeling was really exciting. I felt like I was doing something very wrong, but there was something else. There was my little 12 or 13 year old erection. Just like the book (more on that later) said, a pair of pantyhose can be all it takes to sexually excite a guy.

Youo need to understand that I really didn't know what I was doing. I had no idea what I was getting myself into or where those nylon pantyhose would take me. Keep in mind that this was around 1973 or so. That's another thing, I'm not a kid. Of course you can see that if you can do the simplest of math.

Well, that's my introduction, except that I see that blogger seems to allow me to add a picture here and there, so I'm going to attempt to "post a pic" of myself that that in some small way you can this pitiful excuse of an author.

Well that's about att I have time for now. You see, it's Sunday afternoon and I'm just about out what I call my private computer time. My wife, who's really pissed off at me right now is about to wake up and come into the room, effectively ending my computer thrill for the day, plus the Indy 500 is on, so I'll pull for that cute brunette, Danica to make a little history.

I'd like to hear from some of you out there. Please feel free to engage me in your thoughts and feelings on the subject that brought you this far. pantyhose. Let me know how you found me, was it YouTube?

Gotta run.