Saturday, March 31, 2012

New Pantyhose Video

If you've seen my latest video on You Tube (ML 100) you may have noticed at the end that I asked if you would to see what color panties I'm wearing in it.  I made an extended version of the video to post here on my blog.

Just click on the video below to see the "Full Version".  Be patient, it may take a few moments to load.

This is actually video that I shot a couple of years ago.  It was shot early in the morning a little after 6:30 am.  It's not actually new.  I don't think I've ever posted it before.  If I have shown it, you may want to have another look.

I'm hoping to be able to shoot something new very soon.







Be sure to check out some of my blogs older posts for more videos, pictures and stories.









Sunday, March 25, 2012

Asking My Wife To Wear Pantyhose

I go into each weekend with the goal of talking my wife into sex.  I try, I really do.  I almost always ask her to slip into a pair of pantyhose and let me see her sexy legs.

One of the sexiest things a woman can wear, in my opinion, is a button down shirt with a collar and nothing else.  Now if you add a pair of suntan pantyhose and a pair of black pumps, it's as sexy as you can get.  Every weekend that's exactly what I ask her to wear.  Once in a while, she will.  Although she almost never wears her high heels.  In fact, the only reason she has two pairs of high heels is because I bought them for her.  Getting her to wear pantyhose is hard to do.  Talking her into wearing high heels is practically impossible.

I will usually bring a shirt for her, her pantyhose and her high heels into the living room and sit them on the couch or in one of the living room chairs.  She sees them sitting there and if I persist, she'll slip the shirt on and maybe her hose.

Once in a while I'm able to snap a couple of pictures of her.  But she doesn't really know how to pose.  Most women don't.  I've posed her a few times, but it's not something that she likes doing.

Usually, when she finally goes to bed, her clothes remain in the living room on the chair.

Friday on the way home from work I bought myself two new pairs of panties, some cute little teal OP boy shorts and a new pair of taupe pantyhose.  I should have bought a pair of nude hose now that I think about it.

After she went to bed, a set up a little photo of my new panties.  Vassarette High Cut.  That's the style that I always wear. Actual bikini panties don't feel very good to me, but the high cuts fit just right.

In the picture below you can see my new panties sitting on the chair along with my wife's black shirt, pantyhose and her black pumps.  On this particular night she did put the shirt on, but not the hose or the heels.



I really don't know how many pairs I have these days.  If I had to guess, I say probably between 100 and 150 pairs.  When I find a brand or style of panties that I like, I try to get them in as many different colors as I can.  In this picture, the pair on the bottom looks like they're blue, but they are actually more of a charcoal color.

What you can't see in this picture is that I'm wearing suntan pantyhose and my wife's bra.   It's not hard to talk her into taking her bra off.  A lot of times I end up wearing her bra after she's gone to bed, especially if it's one of her black ones.  Black bras look sexy.









The panties that I'm wearing were bought in the last couple of weeks.




One of the reasons I bought a new pair of teal boy shorts is to wear with my blue socks that I'm wearing in the pictures below.









I simply love the color.









Pantyhose Fetish Cross Dresser Wearing Legg's Sheer Energy

I'm a fifty one year old guy with a fetish for pantyhose,

If you're stopping by for the first time.  That's pretty much the gist of it.

By the way, my wife has absolutely no desire to have a sexual relationship with me.  Or, with anyone else.  She is what I have determined to be an anti-sexual.  She doesn't want to be touched below the waist in any way.  She doesn't mind if I grab her ass once in a while as long as I don't try to slip my fingers onto or into her pussy.  It's as simple as that.

She'll let me run my hand downward into her crotch.  But, if I try to spread her lips apart, she immediately pushes my hand away.  And she's done this, for years.  Of course she never reaches her hand into my crotch to start some up, ever.

So what am I supposed to do?

I've got a sex drive that doesn't let up.  In my own way, I act out.  I've worn tights in front of her the last two winters.

Now, I've simply been wearing pantyhose around the house.  It's always just the two of us.  We never have unannounced guests.  So, I walk around the house these days in a pair of pantyhose or panties,  Either one, it doesn't matter.  She'd rather have me do that, than face a true attempt at a sexual encounter by me towards her.

The bottom line is, she doesn't want me to touch her and doesn't want to touch me in any sexual way at all.

With that said, here's a couple of pictures I shot back in 2009 that have been sitting in the archives.







I actually like the picture above.  The sunlight on the wall.  My legs look pretty good and I'm wearing my wife's anklet.

That's enough venting for now.




Saturday, March 17, 2012

Pantyhose Fetish: A Personal Story

A Personal Story.  That's all this blog is.  Every once in a while, I try to convey to the world what it's like to be me.  Most people are driven by the need (or want) for sex.  Personally, I want my wife to want me to just fuck me.  She doesn't.

How do I compensate without going over the deep end?  I shop for pantyhose and panties.  Every once in a while I buy a new pair then take them home and put them on.  It almost always turns me on.  But, I then take them off and go about my evening like everything's okay.   I don't tell my wife about it.  I just get up and go to work the next day.  About once every week or two, before I go to bed, I go into the bathroom and slip on a pair of pantyhose and my black high heel pumps and get myself off.  I masturbate.

On the weekends we have a few beers and watch some television shows that we've recorded.  We have a good time and enjoy each others company..  The thing is, lately as we've done this, instead of wearing tights like I've been wearing since the cool weather of fall set in, I've been wearing pantyhose around the house on the weekends.  Legg's Sheer Energy.  During the week, I've still been wearing opaque tights.  But on the weekends, it's been exclusively pantyhose.  I've been alternating between coffee and taupe shades. 

A psychologist would probably say that I'm acting out, and when I think about it, I know that that's exactly what I'm doing.  It's my personal little protest.  Don't get me wrong though.  Even if we were fucking several times a week.  I'd still want to wearing pantyhose and tights.  And let's not forget that I wear panties as my choice of underwear.  That's well beyond the routine stage.  In fact, I haven't worn a guy's pair of underwear in at least two, maybe three years.  Women's high cut panties.

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RED PUMPS

Several weeks a go at work I was told that I was needed to go out of town for a couple of days to help out with a project.  I would be driving about four hours north and staying in a hotel for a couple of nights and then driving home.  I was immediately excited at the opportunity because I knew that I'd be completely alone for two nights in a row and I'd be able to dress up and play around in front of the video camera with out the chance of my wife catching me.

I decided that I would need to buy something new to wear for my upcoming video sessions.  I've been wanting to buy a new pair of high heels for quite some time, but I've held off because I don't exactly have many places left to hide a new pair of shoes.  I've had four pairs of high heels for a while now.  I added the fourth pair about a year ago.  My red strappy sandals.

I know my wife knows about my black pumps.  She found them several years ago and told me so.  But since then, I added three more pairs.  I don't know whether or not she knows about them.  If she does, she's never mentioned it.  Part of me thinks that if she's ever seen them, she'd probably question me about them.  Then again, maybe she wouldn't.

I'm under the impression that she probably doesn't know.  Which is good.  But then again, if she doesn't, it's also potentially explosive.  She may find them at any moment and freak out and start yelling and screaming.

So, with my upcoming work trip scheduled for a few weeks down the road, I ordered a new pair of pumps from an online store. A pair of red pumps.  I'd figure out a place to hide them from my wife later.  I wanted a brand new pair of red stiletto high heel pumps.

I knew that it would take at least a week to ten days before my new shoes would arrive.  I realized right after I placed the order that I had messed up the address.  Then, my trip was canceled.  When I finally got the shoes, they were too big and I knew I had to return them.  It figures.

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WEEKEND PICTURES

For quite a while now I'll try to take some pictures of myself wearing pantyhose and various outfits each weekend.  I wait until she's gone to bed and is sleeping soundly.  The I pose and try to show off my legs.

My goal is to post them on this blog.  The biggest problem is that I want to tell the story behind each of my "photo shoots" as I post them.  What usually happens is that I run out of time to write the story.  I have to do it all before my wife wakes up for the day and see's what I'm doing on the computer.  Most weekends I run out of "private" computer time before I can post them.  Therefore I end up with a back log of pictures to post.

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I bought this sweater for my wife for Christmas.  A week after Christmas I couldn't help but to slip into a bra and try it on.  These pictures were actually taken New Years Day in the early morning hours.



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WEARING A BRA

Five or six years ago I took a long look at the pictures that I'd been taking and realized that I needed to enhance my figure somewhat.  What had always been my motivation for taking pictures of myself?   

To take a picture of my legs that looks like a pair of women's sexy legs.


To do it I needed to wear a bra and look like I had tits.  Otherwise, most pictures would look like a guy.  I needed to help distract the eye just a little.  How?  With the classic silhouette shape.  Just add a bra and stuff it.

So I went to Wal Mart and bought a couple of cheap white no under wire bras.  I never even considered wearing one of my wife's bras. Until a year or so ago, that is.  I convinced her that she needed a black bra.  She didn't have one.  She eventually bought a second one.  Suddenly, I became arroused at the thought of wearing one of her black bras as I posed in my pantyhose and high heels.  Hell.  A black bra and a black pair of come fuck me pumps could look good.

Next thing I knew, I was wearing one of her black bras any weekend that I could.  This included New Years 2012.


coffee colored tights by George
My first run in a pair of George tights



My wife's sexy sweater

Purple tights and my wife's new shirt



How many guy's do this?

It's just a fetish.  That's all it is.  It's a way to masturbate.  Almost every guy masturbates.  Most of of us that do, don't talk about it.  I do.

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I've mentioned that I have a lot of pictures of myself that I've never posted.  Here's some from the Fall of 2010.














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I'm wearing pantyhose in front of her now.  Again.  I've worn them in front of her before.  Over the years it's been an on again, off again sort of thing.  But this time is different.  She seems resolved to the fact of me wearing pantyhose.  All of this weekend my wardrobe has consisted of nothing more than a sweat shirt, a pair of pantyhose, panties and ladies slouch socks.  Some of the time I don't even wear socks.  I just walk around with stocking feet.

I haven't started wearing suntan hose in front of her yet.  That's the goal.  I've been wearing eith the coffee or taupe shades of Legg's Sheer Energy pantyhose.

Also, I've bought a few pairs of new panties recently.  This weekend I wore a brand new pair of Vassarette High Cut "Silken Heather" panties. Yellow.













I'm actually very lucky to be able to get away with what I wear.  I realize that there are a lot of guys with a pantyhose fetish that have to hide it completely from their wives.

Do you keep your fetish a secret?