Leotards & Bras

The following story happened sometime in 2004 or 2005.  I think.  It's hard to pinpoint exactly when.  The exact date isn't really important.  When it happened we had been together for close to ten years.  What's important is the fact that it's completely true and plays somewhat in to what's been going on with me recently.

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The first several years we we together we did what many couples do.  We went out to bars and saw our favorite local bands, had drinks, played pool and so on.  But after a while, couples tend to stop doing that.

Going out and having some beers turns into staying home on the weekends and having some beers and watching movies or our favorites shows on the DVR.   You know the old song, "Everybody's working for the weekend" , except when you get a little older the weekends tend to be spent at home.  I'm not saying that we don't go out to dinner and a movie every so often, but we tend to have drinks at home these days.  It's safer and certainly cheaper.

The reason I decided to tell her that I had a pantyhose fetish is because I was sexually frustrated.  Our relationship was going strong except for sex.  We'd already been living together for a few years and I wanted more.  I remember exactly when I told her.  April 2, 2001.

Sometime in 2004 I started wearing panties openly.

It was sometime within the next year or so (after I started wearing panties) when she told me that she had found my bag with my high heels, leotards and bras.  I was stunned and embarrassed.  She didn't come down too hard and me, thankfully, but she wasn't exactly thrilled either.

In my stash I actually had a couple of her old bras that she had thrown away and I had taken out of the trash and kept.  She ended up taking those back.

The bottom line is that she found out that I had high heels, leotards and bras.  Honestly she didn't make a big deal out of it and it wasn't mentioned again.  In my own mind, I had gotten away with something.

Now, at this stage of our relationship I was wearing panties in front of her and I had worn pantyhose, but she didn't really like seeing me in pantyhose.  My big thrill at this point was wearing them and hoping that she wouldn't notice.

I decided to see if I could get away with wearing a leotard without her noticing.  I'm always up on the weekends before her.  So, one Saturday I decided to wear a leotard under a tee shirt.  That's all I wore.  A tee shirt over a leotard.

We were standing in the kitchen making coffee and I pulled her to me and gave her a hug.  She wrapped her arms around me.  She ran her hands up my back and onto my shoulders.  One of her hands stopped on my shoulder and then suddenly and with a slight gasp, she pulled the strap up through my shirt and popped it on my shoulder.  She didn't say anything, just a grunt.  She didn't do it in a playful way at all.  I was instantly shocked and embarrassed.  As I said, it was done somewhat angrily and without any hint of playfulness at all.

Without a word I walked out of the kitchen and down the hall toward our bedroom where I quickly stripped off my shirt and then the leotard.  I put my shirt back on and embarrassingly walked back into the room, fixed my coffee and didn't say a word.  Neither did she.

Now back to the present day:

On the weekends we generally have some beers or mixed drinks and watch movies or shows on the DVR.  She always goes to bed before I do. I must mention that she really isn't a touchy-feely type of person.  She's not big into passionate hugs or long embraces. But, several months ago I noticed something.  I noticed that on the weekends that before she went to bed, she would give me a hug and a kiss, but, she would run her hand along my shoulder and across my back, almost groping it.

This was unusual for her.  This only happens on the weekends after shes been drinking.  I started paying attention to her doing it and I believe I figured out what she's been doing.

Basically, I think she's been frisking me to see if I'm wearing a bra!  I know that might sound crazy, but I truly believe that.

With that in mind and coupled with the fact that our sex life is practically non existent, I decided to "take it up a notch".

I decided to let her catch me.  In a manner of speaking.

As I said, she goes to bed before I do every Friday and Saturday night.  I usually take the opportunity  to play dress up and on occasion to take some pictures. It's my alone time.  Of course I have a few more beers before it's time call it a night.  Then, a lot of times I'll just sleep on the couch.  It's not a big deal.

Every Saturday and Sunday morning she gets up briefly and gets a drink of water and walks through the room, gets her shoes and goes out to get the paper.  Then she crawls back into the bed.  Then a little later, I get up.

How did I decide to "let her catch me"?  I decided to leave some things out for her to see.

I guess it's a way of acting out and looking for some attention.  Mostly, it's sexually frustration.

The photo below shows exactly what my wife walked in and saw on a Saturday morning back in January.

One pair of shoes is hers.  The other pair is mine.  Can you guess which is which?

This was the scene as I left it when I went to sleep.  When I awoke, her shoes were not there.  Only my pumps remained.  There is absolutely no way that she didn't see them.

 

Do you know what she said about it?  Absolutely nothing.  Never mentioned it.

 

 

Busy And Lazy

Alright, I have to honest.  I've been busy and really haven't much time to post anything new, but, I've also been kind of lazy about it as well.

I've been meaning to list some of my high heels on ebay for sale, but I haven't quite figured out how to do it without my wife finding out.  I'm working on it and hopefully I'll have them listed soon.

The thing is, I want some new high heels, but I just don't have room for anything new until I get rid of some of the shoes I have now.

If you'd like a pair of my sexy high heels, hang in there.  Soon you can.

In the meantime:

Independence Day

Happy 4th of July to everyone.

Now that summer has set in and brought the hot temperatures I can't quite justify walking around the house in tights or pantyhose.  Of course I still wear them when I can, which is usually on the weekends after my wife goes to bed or before she gets up.

What I am able to do is hang out in nothing but a tee shirt and a pair of panties.  The first picture below is how I dressed on this holiday after my wife got up.  The others are what I wore before.

 Enjoy your hot dogs on the grill and fireworks.

Blue

Here's a few that I took a couple of weeks ago.  I wish I had more time to write, but work seems to be getting in the way of my play time lately.

Let me know what you think.

As usual, I've got a few more in this set.  Just not much time to post.  Hang in there and check back soon.

From Warmer Weather

These were actually taken last summer and here I am, finally getting around to posting them. I have several more in this set, it's just that I only have time to post a couple.  I'll post more from this set at a later time.

This is actually a slip but it sort of looks like a dress.  I don't really feel like I look that good in it.  It's really tight.  But it's sexy and it feels great.  I hope you like it.

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If you're interested in owning a pair of my panties, pantyhose or other assorted lingerie, visit my new blog.

cleaningoutacrossdresserscloset.blogspot.com

I'll be posting items for sale on this blog.  Serious inquires only.  Please.

I'm A Cross Dresser, It's That Simple

It really is amazing what I get away with at home.  Another thing that's amazing is what my wife knows about my cross dressing and my fetish.  Some guys are cross dresser's and their girlfriends and wive's don't have any idea about it.  Other guy's wives do know all about it.  Then, there are some wives or girlfriends know some of the story.  I'm in this last category.  My wife knows I have a pantyhose fetish and she knows I wear women's panties.  She even knows I have a pair of high heels.  But, she doesn't know the whole story.

The truth is, I don't know exactly how much she does know about my cross dressing.  I'm sure she knows more than I realize.  Wives always do.

In the photo above, I'm only wearing a tee shirt and a woman's lace thong.  The is exactly what I wore around home on Saturday afternoon.  I sat on the couch and had coffee with my wife wearing this and nothing else.  Do you get the idea that my wife knows I'm a cross dresser?  First off, most guys don't wear women's underwear and most of the ones that do, probably don't wear them in front of there wives or girlfriends.  What do you think?

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Here's one that I took a couple of month's ago.  I'll post more of this set soon.

CHECK BACK SOON.  I'LL POST MORE.

Black Sweater And Black Strappy Sandals

I decided that I just had to put on my new black strappy sandals.  To me, they really are sexy and quite thrilling to wear.  I can actually walk around in them rather comfortably.  Some high heels look really sexy but are a bitch to wear.  Completely uncomfortable.  These aren't like that at all.  If I wear a woman, I could see myself wearing them out for the evening for several hours at a time.

I wore this outfit for about an hour.  Like I said, it was really nice to be able to strut around wearing clothes that really make me feel good and not have to worry about being caught by my wife.  My only worry was being seen by someone outside, not inside.

Also keep in mind that this was a multi-format shoot.  I not only took still pictures of myself with a stll camera, I also used my video camera.  So there is also video of me wearing this outfit.  The same goes for the red tank, red pumps and yellow panties I wore earlier.  Both, video on you tube and still pictures on this blog.

At this exact time I haven't posted any video of this outfit yet, but I plan to, either this evening or sometime Sunday.

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In between outfits it was so nice to walk around in only pantyhose and my tits stuffed into one of my bras.  As I've said before, I have truly graduated in my cross dressing.  Where I used to solely wear pantyhose and high heels, these days, if given the privacy,  I'll put on a bra stuffed with water balloon tits every time.   Not only do I like the way they look in pictures and video, but I like the way they feel.  I especially feel naughty when they bounce around a little.  Which you should know that they do.  If you put on a bra and stuff it with pantyhose or panties or even toilet paper,  you're not going to feel the weight of your tits.  They won't bounce around the way real tits do.  I feel that water balloons probably the best imitation breasts that a guy can put on.  Plus in the winter they can be warmed and in the summer they can even be put in the freezer to chill and cool you off.

Here I am once again, in between outfits.

I don't know how many guys like to wear women's clothes, but I do.  It makes me feel sexy.  I've received lots of emails and comments from guys who say that they aren't gay, but they really like seeing me dress like this.  That's one of the best compliments that I can get.

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Pantyhose Picture

Some of my Saturday playthings.

This is first new pair of pantyhose that I've put on in quite some time. In fact, it's been a long while since I actually bought any pantyhose at all.  I've been on a tights kick for such a long time that I haven't needed to buy any pantyhose. 

As I've mentioned, I've recently started wearing pantyhose around the house on the weekends.  I've slowly transitioned from tights to pantyhose.  I guess my wife has noticed.  If she has, she hasn't mentioned it.

I've been wearing a pair of taupe Leggs Sheer Energy and a pair of coffee Leggs Sheer Energy.  Each pair has a large run in them.  So I decided that it was time to slip on a brand new pair of pantyhose.  A pair without runs.  So I dug into my stash and pulled out this new pair of coffee Legg's.

I say that they're new and they are in that they've never been worn.  However, there somewhere in between one and two years old.  Honestly, they could even be a little older than that.  The reason being that I've always had a habit of buying at least a couple of pair so that I always have a "back up" pair.

You may notice that this is the old style package.   They started phasing in a new design several month's ago. 

New Pictures New Camera

I bought a new camera last Friday and I'm still trying to get used to using it.

Here's some of the first pictures I took with the new camera.

Pantyhose In The Closet

I've done something that may be a little risky.  I like "pushing it" around my wife.  I like to see just how far I can go with my cross dressing around the house.  Of course considering the fact that I wear tights around the house in the winter these days is "pushing it", wouldn't you say?

A couple of months ago I washed my black leotard and her one piece grey bathing suit and hung them up in the closet to dry.  She saw them and never mentioned it at all.  This time, I washed my red one piece Speedo bathing suit and my blue one piece as well.  As far as I know, she's never seen either the red or blue suits.  Now they are hanging up in the closet along with some of my other things,  like panties and pantyhose.  I'm wondering if she's going to say anything.

I don't think she's seen them.  But, If she's gone through my stash, she has.  I just don't think she has.  Of course, if she has, then, she's also found several pairs of high heels that I don't think she knows about.  Which would mean that she knows, she's just kept it to herself.

I'm wondering if she will say anything when she walks into the closet and see's this.  Would your wife mention it?

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I finally got around to trying on the yellow (Beeswax) fashion tights that I picked up a week or so ago.  They're okay,  Actually they're a little tight in the upper thighs, but they're a nice change of pace.  What do you think of the pattern?

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A LITTLE BONUS

Let me know what you think.



BE SURE TO SEE MY OLDER POSTS FOR MORE PICTURES AND VIDEOS..

Clearance Tights From Target

A couple of weeks ago I noticed that a few of the Target stores in my area had places several items in their hosiery section on clearance. This included not only tights, but leg warmers and lace tights as well.  The ones below were the first ones to catch my eye.

I thought I'd give the pattern tights a try.  I don't believe that I've ever worn any pantyhose or tights like these before.  The colors on the packages are listed as Beeswax and Hot Orange.  It took over a week before I tried either one of these on.  They're nice, but don't feel quite as nice as I had hoped for.

I also bought two pairs of leg warmers.  I really love the look of leg warmers on a hot babe in tights and a leotard.  It is so hot!  These are Cosmic Pink and Full Teal.  They also had an Orange pair that I didn't pick up.  I had second thoughts about those and went back the following day to buy them, but they were gone.  I also picked up two pairs of lace tights, Teal and Cosmic Pink (not shown above).  I couldn't hardly wait to try on the Cosmic Pink ones soon after I got them home.  They are fantastic.

Here is the Xhilaration Cosmic Pink Lace tights worn over top of my Xhilaration Polar Bear tights.  They made me wet as soon as I put them on.

Yesterday before I came home from work I stopped and picked a few pairs of new Vassarette panties from Wal Mart.

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Here's one of me wearing the Xhilaration Tutti Frutti Capri tights that I first wore last weekend.  I didn't really get the chance to wear them much last weekend.  In fact I didn't really wear them for very long today either.  Just long enough to snap three quick pictures and then slip on the Cosmic Pink Lace tights.

Cosmic Pink Lace Tights







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