Leg Warmers, Tights And Panties

I'm first and foremost a guy with a pantyhose fetish, but it doesn't stop there.

I bought the pink tights around Christmas. Remember how long ago that was. I haven't had much opportunity to wear them, or, the red ones, or the purple ones.

I keep telling myself that spring is coming. When it does, I'm going to take the video camera on the road. You know, something like going to a local park. Then jumping out real quick and setting up the camera on a tripod and walking out and posing a little. Something with an awesome background. Like a mountain or a river.

Who knows?

Spring is coming.

Why I Haven't Been Posting

Why haven't I been posting on my blog? It's because of the new high heels that an Internet fan gave me many months ago. Over the last several months, I've been preoccupied with shooting video, taking pictures and wearing hose and heels when I could, rather than writing about it, I've practiced it. Plus theres the keeping up with You Tube computer time. You Tube is the only real interaction that I have with other cross dressing guys.

I have limited computer time. Most of my computer time is spent with my wife sitting just a few feet away from me. All she has to do is stand up and take two steps towards me and she can see what I'm doing on the computer. So, I use my time wisely.

When I'm alone, I concentrate on "getting away" with wearing heels and hose behind my wife's back. I usually try to shoot video or still pictures and then hope to have just enough time to upload and edit them. When I can, it's actually fun to do. Usually, I find myself rushing to do it, and that just sucks the fun out of it.

Oh, there's also the fact that each weekend I look forward to trying to get my wife to dress up in pantyhose and high heels. Sometimes she'll actually do it, AND then I'm able to talk her into posing for pictures.

My wife. Our sex life more than sucks. It's almost non-existent. She doesn't want to do it. Ever! But, once in a while, she'll dress up in a way that turns me on. I get to take few pictures of her, then the night is over. She refuses to have sex, then goes to bed. Leaving me alone and horny. That's when my private time starts. I usually dress up and start to play.

Playing can mean many things. Keep that in mind. I may dress up in pantyhose and high heels, then take pictures, or, I may choose to just put on a pair of hose and sit on the couch and listen to music. I never know what I'm going to do. Who does?

All I know is that my wife doesn't want to fuck me, and, I have a pantyhose fetish.

As for the second part, I almost think it's weird if you don't.

How can you not?

11/09/2009

This was an an entry saved as a draft on 11/09/2009. I'm finally publishing it: 1/30 2010
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I've had new high heels for a while now. They were a gift from an internet friend.



Is it possible to take a break from wearing panyhose, even though my wife doesn't want sex? Well, all I can say is, "Maybe". Is that as close as I'll ever get? Well? Maybe. I just haven't felt like it would be a good idea to show (express) how strong my fetish is.

I may be at the point where I can talk to her. In other words I may be able to tell her how much I like wearing pantyhose. To tell her how stong my sexual urge is. She doesn't understand how strong sexual desire can be. How can she? She's never has a "horny" thought. At least not that I'm aware of.

What do I do? I keep going through the everyday motions. And, I try to let her know just how horny I am, without going too far and pissing her off.




Lately, I've been wearing only a pair of panties in front of her (as opposed to pantyhose and panties), without her saying a word about my fetish. She knows I have a stash of pantyhose that includes many pairs of panties, leotards and (as far as I know) one pair of high heeled pumps.

Checking In

Why so long between posts?



There just isn't enough time in the day. That's why.



I don't have free alone access to a computer. If I had a couple of hours everday where I could do what I wanted to on the computer without the fear of my wife walking up and looking over my shoulder, I would. But, she's not working. Therefore, she's always home.



So, I can't just start surfing porn, or, editing video of myself wearing pantyhose, because she could walk over and see what I'm doing.



If I happen to be adding a blog entry, and she walks up behind me, she'll see it. So, I leave it alone. I spend my evenings reading news stories and other things that if she sees. she won't "find out" about just how much I'm fucked (compared to the norm) up sexually. (from her point of view). How many guy's like surfing the web for a pair of great legs in pantyhose and high heels, even if those great legs happen to be a cross dresser guy? Don't get me wrong, I'd rather see a sexy woman/girl than a guy. But, there are some guys who look damn good in in hose and heels.

I've always been attracted to legs, and that's what I try to emulate in my videos. The "anonymous set of pretty legs". It's what turns me on.

I'll tell you more about the high heels I've been later.

An online friend bought them for me.

Checking In With New High Heels

I just wanted to add a quick note as to what I've been up yo lately.

I was given a very nice gift of new high heels by a special someone from the Internet world. I picked out a sexy pair of high heel stilettos from an online website. The last few weeks I've spent most of my alone time trying to wear them without my wife finding out. She knows I have a pair of black pumps. That's not a secret to her anymore. But if (when) she finds my new ones, I'm going to have a little explaining to do.

I thought I'd add a picture of myself wearing my new heels. I hope you like it.

I Don't Hide My Fetish Anymore

On the weekends we usually just hang out at home. We drink and enjoy each others company. It really is that simple. Moneys tight and it's not worth risking a DUI, so we stay at home.

The thing is, after I get drunk (and her as well), I try to talk her into sex. She doesn't want it and never has. She ends up going to bed. I'm left alone. I'm drunk and horny and my wife is passed out, cold. Literally.

What do I do? I slip my panties off and slip on a pair of pantyhose. These days, usually a darker color, like taupe. I'll also grab my black pumps, which are kept in the cabinet under the sink in "my' bathroom and wear them in the living room with my dick hanging out of my crotchless pantyhose.

I used to make sure that I took my pantyhose off and stashed them back in their hiding place before I crashed after my many beers. These days, I'll probably go to sleep on the couch wearing my pantyhose. Also, there's a chance that my black high heel pumps might be lying on the floor next to the couch. Imagine your wife waking up some Saturday morning and finding that scene in front of her. When mine does. She doesn't say anything. She doesn't even bring it up later.

She didn't used to use "my" bathroom at all, which is is the one in our "master" bedroom. Hers is the other one. About a year ago she started using mine on the the weekends. By that time my pantyhose and panties were already firmly planted in there. For six months or more, I've kept a few pairs of my pantyhose openly in my bathroom. She doesn't say anything.

She's happy not having sex. I really believe that each weekend that goes by and we don't have sex, is a victory for her. And, I just push the pantyhose cross dressing thing a little more.

Damn, I like high heels. They make my legs look sexier.

Panties, Panties, Panties

Well, I never really thought about having a panty fetish. But, I guess I really do. These days I've found that I have a lot more panties, than pairs of pantyhose. It's just that my wife doesn't object to me wearing panties. She doesn't really say anything about the fact that I have over one hundred pair. I keep buying different colors. I like the high cut panties. I don't wear lacy frilly ones. Just the high cut style. If they wear white you think I was wearing underware made for a guy. But if you saw me wearing hot pink or red or teal, you'd realize that they probably aren't men's ubderware. I actually think they look good on me.





My wife is still trying her best to avoid actually having sex. And she's succeeding. One thing that she has started doing on a semi regular basis is wearing pantyhose for me on the weekends. She's also letting me take pictures of her wearing them. So, because she's been wearing them, I've stopped puhing the issue of me wearing them in front of her, for now. But then again, I haven't stopped letting her see me in pantyhose either.





Usually on the weekends, we stay at home and have a few drinks. It's so much safer to drink at home these days. No risk of a DUI.





Now, I'm one of those people that can easily lose my inhibitions (if I have any) when I drink. My wife on the other hand seems to be able to maintain her inhibitions whether shes's drinking or not. Please don't get me wrong, we get along great. Except for sex, that is.





A typical Friday and Saturday night starts like this. I take a shower and shave my legs. Then, I pick out a tee shirt and a pair of panties and maybe a pair of my slouch socks and that's it. That's what I wear to have a few drinks and watch a DVD or some television with my wife.





Usually, she starts out wearing shorts, but I can usually get her to take them off. So picture that. A married couple hanging out together, both wearing only tee shirts and panties and getting a little (and sometimes alot) drunk together. One of the many ironic things is the fact that I have more colors of panties than she does, a lot more. For example, I have several different shades of pink panties, including hot pink. While she doesn't even own one pair of pink, any shade.



At first she she hated the idea of wearing pantyhose at all. It's not that she'd never worn them. In fact she told me that before we met, she used to wear them to work every day for quite a while. But over the last ten years or so, the only time she's worn them is for a wedding or a funeral, you know, the "dress up" occasion, certainly not something that she'd considered wearing around the house just to give me a cheap thrill.

But she doesn't seem to mind when I ask her these days.

More later.