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I'm a cross dresser. I'm married. My wife doesn't like sex, at all. In other words, she doesn't like sex, therefore, we don't have sex. How's that for honesty? So what do I do? I wear pantyhose behind her back whenever I can. Which isn't often. She's always at home when I am. So, I can't just slip into a pair whenever I want to. I have to wait for, or create, an opportunity whenever I can.

Please click on the video below to see what it's like to be a frustrated cross dresser, who's horny and wants to play. Keep in mind that as this video was shot, my wife was asleep in the other room. Just twenty feet away. This video was shot in late May 2010.

There is a typo at the end of this video. I am sh2wph on dailymotion.com

Leg Warmers, Tights And Panties

I'm first and foremost a guy with a pantyhose fetish, but it doesn't stop there.

I bought the pink tights around Christmas. Remember how long ago that was. I haven't had much opportunity to wear them, or, the red ones, or the purple ones.

I keep telling myself that spring is coming. When it does, I'm going to take the video camera on the road. You know, something like going to a local park. Then jumping out real quick and setting up the camera on a tripod and walking out and posing a little. Something with an awesome background. Like a mountain or a river.

Who knows?

Spring is coming.

I'm Still Posting Videos

I'm still in the process of re-posting videos that I've made in the past that were lost when my original You Tube account was shut down. It's slow going. It's surprising how long it takes to re edit and upload them. I'm re editing them so that I can try and avoid having them "flagged" again. I'll admit that some of them pushed it a little, but I still feel that they shouldn't have been flagged.

Also, would you believe that it takes around twenty minutes to upload a video that only lasts a minute and a half. It really does. A 20MB video takes around 20 minutes with my DSL.

The above picture is one that I took last weekend. Lately my wife has been letting me take some pictures of her wearing pantyhose and high heels. She really does look good in them, but she hasn't quite learned how to pose yet. I'm working on that.

Last weekend I took some shots of her and then after she went to bed, I took a few of me. I've actually entertained the idea of showing her some of my pictures, but I just don't know if she's ready for that yet. Also, in this picture, I'm wearing her shorts. Even though I think I look pretty good in them, she might freak out if she saw that I had put them on.

Also, I've been considering joining Facebook to see if I can attract more viewers to my videos. If anyone has any suggestions or experience with Facebook, I'd like to hear from you.

My Trip To N.C.

I was excited the entire week before I left for my trip. I love my wife, but I could hardly wait to get away for a couple of days. It's not that I don't love her or anything like that, it's just that I wanted to have some uninhibited sexual time to do whatever I wanted.

I knew a couple of things before I left. The first, I would not be meeting any fellow pantyhose lovers and, that the sooner I arrived at my hotel, the more time I would have to play.

I had hoped to find someone else that was into pantyhose in the Charlotte area. I searched the web and left a couple of messages on message boards. I did have a couple of responses, but no arrangements had been made. I only received a handful of responses and none would work out. Also, I don't have a laptop, so once I left home, I no longer had access to the Internet. On top of all of this, my job was going to keep me busy all day and part of the evening on Monday. This would be followed with an early start on Tuesday, with a departure in the early afternoon. I'd have to check out of the hotel around 7 am Tuesday morning. Go to work and then get an early afternoon start on the road to get home. There would be no room for pantyhose play on Tuesday. It was over!

Nose back to the grindstone and reality Tuesday morning! I was anxious to get started.

It turned out that the weather was fantastic. It was shorts weather. Since my wife was still asleep when I left, I decided to wear shorts and pantyhose for the trip. I've worn pantyhose with shorts a couple of times before, but never for a long drive like this. I wore beige mist No Nonsense Almost Bare pantyhose. They match my skin tone perfectly. If someone saw me, they probably wouldn't even realize that I was wearing them. I laid out a pair of jeans and sweat pants on the passenger seat in case I needed to change quickly and off I went.

After a couple of hours on the road I had to pee. I found an exit with several fast food restaurants and stopped. What I did next was a first for me. I decided to walk in without changing, pee and get back on the road. So I walked into a KFC wearing my shorts and pantyhose. I was a little nervous, but no one noticed. I didn't think they would.

A couple of days before I left, I bought two pair of new panties. They didn't cost much and they are one of my favorite brand, Vassarette high cut microfiber. They feel fantastic They are just a little too small, size 5, but I had to have them. Also, on the way I stopped at a Wal Mart and bought two pair of thongs. One royal blue and the other hot pink. I was disappointed with them because when I got to the hotel room and tried them on, they weren't tight enough. Size 7 and loose. I decided right away that I wouldn't keep them. I'd return them and get a refund later. If you hang around and watch some of my video, you may see them laying around in the hotel room in the background. They really were hot colors. It's a shame they didn't fit since my wife doesn't complain when I wear panties in front of her.

As soon as I arrived in my room, I set up the camera and shot some video. All in all I shot almost an hour of video total and a little over 100 still pics. Honestly, I wasn't overly impressed with the video this time. Some of it is okay. This time though, most of the new video can't be posted on You Tube. It's too graphic. It'll have to be on XTube since. What I'm trying to say is that my dick shows in most of it.

I got off both nights I was there, but, I only have video of me cumming the second night. The first night, it kind of got away from me I was so excited, plus, the way I did it is really hard to video without showing my face.

The video I'm showing in this post is some of the first video I shot when I arrived on Sunday March 8, 2009. In it I'm wearing a pair of my new Vassarette panties.

The photo at the top of this post is taken from some of the upcoming video.

Click on the "PLAY" button below to see a little tease video of me, arriving in my hotel room.

A One (Maybe Two) Shot Deal

It looks like I'm going to the Charlotte NC area for a two night stay. A business trip.

March 8 & 9, 2009.

It's one time deal. My wife doesn't even know yet. But, I'm not looking at it as a total business trip. I'm looking at it as an oppourtunity to be alone and wear pantyhose and high heels, and maybe meet another pantyhose lover, even if it is a another man.

I'll have a hotel room that when I lock the door behind me, I can do anything that I want. My wif won't be around. I can escape the regular world and can act on my own perverse thoughts and wants. For two nights. I'll arive on Sunday afternoon or evening and depart sometime Tuesday, hopefully, early afternoon. That way, I can get home, sleep, and resume my regular work week on Wednesday.

Rest assured that when I'm alone, I'll immediately strip naked, then put on a pair of pantyhose. Next I'll probably have a cigarette and strut around a little. I'll take a few minutes, then probably shave my legs at the sink, then take a shower. I'll open a beer and pull out my cameras. I'll select yet another pair of pantyhose (probably a darker color), then, sit down and think about what I'd like to do for the evening.

Of course I'll be horny. I'll be dressed for it.

What I'd like to do is meet a fellow pantyhose lover for a beer, a quick "get to know each other" at the local Hooters, and then go back to my hotel room, have another beer, and wear pantyhose in front of each other and a camera.

I have an eye for the camera. A Directors eye. If I may.

I honestly don't have great legs like a woman or girl. I just know how to point a camera at them and make them look somewhat sexy. I'm a photographer and a voyeur, with an eye for sexy legs, even if they're my own my own, dressed up to look sexy. In a pair of pantyhose and high heels. It truly is all angles.

Almost any guy could put on a pair of pantyhose (with shaved legs) and high heels and pose in a way that would be sexy in front of a camera. A simple still picture.

So what? It's a kink. A fetish. My belief is that it's harmless.

Anyway, I'm going to stay at a major Hotel for two nights on March 8 & 9, 2009.

I"d like to spend a few hours with another guy that wears pantyhose and looks good in them. Haha, heres a laugh, I'd like to spend the evening with a guy that has a little skinny dick, like mine, looking good in a pair of stilettos would top it all off.

Dreams