It's Been A While

I'm still traveling a lot for work.  For most of my travels, I drive.  I might drive three or fours from home to work.  Then, I check into my hotel.  I usually make it to whatever hotel I'm staying in between 5 and 6pm.  I unpack my things I almost always shower.  At his point, I'll put on a pair of pantyhose and my black bra.  After my shower it's time to figure out what I'm going to have for dinner.  If you've read my blog you'll know that I always stuff my bra with water balloons.  I still put them in the microwave oven and warm them up.  And that's what I wear in the hotel. 

I usually order take out from a nearby restaurant, so I'll get dressed to go pick up my dinner.  I put on a pair of women's jeans and on occasion, I'll wear a pair of ballet flats.  Sometimes I'll leave my bra on under my shirt (without the balloons).  I don't always wear flats but when I do, it's such a rush.  It's a bit scary, but it's fun when I do.  I want people to see me wearing my ballet flats but then again,  I'm scared that they will notice.

I usually take my camera and tripod, but these days, I don't take as many pictures as I used to.  Usually I'm simply too tired and I go to bed early.  There are times when I'll go several weeks without taking any pictures.

These days, I wear pantyhose openly at home.  My wife almost never sees me without pantyhose.  On top of that, I'm always wearing crotchless.  Most of the time I wear L'eggs Sheer Energy which I've cut the crotch out of.  It sounds a bit crazy but it's true.  I walk around at home wearing pantyhose with my dick literally hanging out.  There is a little more to the story than that, which I'm not going to get into now, but it is one hundred percent true.  My dick is always hanging out of my pantyhose when I'm home.

This also translates over to hotels.  The pantyhose that I wear in my hotel room usually has the crotch cut out.  Now, when I take my camera with me I always take clothes, additional pantyhose and shoes with me.  When I dress specifically for photo shoots, I usually wear European hosiery that does not have the crotch cut out.

Here's the thing, a lot of the time if I decide to just take a few pictures, I don't really get dressed up.  I simply set up the camera and snap a few.  In these, my dick is hanging out.  So, as it turns out, a lot of the time, the majority of my pictures show my dick.

Although I've shown my dick on many occasions on my blog, I don't know if I want the majority of my blog posts to show my little toy.  I'd like to hear feedback from viewers on this but I also realize that my blog doesn't have many viewers these days.  But if you care to, let me know what you think about this.  Doe's seeing my dick on my blog add or detract from my pantyhose fetish blog?

The bottom set of pictures below where you can see my bra were taken last week.  They are the most recent pictures that I've taken.

I hope you enjoy and aren't offended.

 

A Black Bra

These days I travel frequently for work.  When I'm alone in my hotel room I'm almost always dressed in a pair of pantyhose and and a bra.  Over the years I've developed a fetish for bras as well.  When I first started wearing bras it was simply for pictures.  I felt that it would help add to the feminine illusion that I try to accomplish in photos.  A flat chest is a dead giveaway that it's a guy.  

 These days it's just part of my cross dressing attire.

Many years ago I bought several bras for myself.  A few sports bras and and few that would probably be classified as training bras.  Since then I've worn them more and more.  

 As I've mentioned before I "stuff" them with water balloons.  They're suprizingly sturdy and they do hold up well when heated up in the microwave oven.  Which I especially like to do in winter.  Despite what you might think, they don't burst when heated.

What I haven't until recently was a black bra.  Over the years, any time I've worn a black bra, it's been one of my wife's.  I've never made a habit of wearing her clothes.  I did take a one piece bathing suit of hers years a go and then once in a while I'd wear one of her black bras.  Other than that, I haven't worn her things.

Recently, while out of town.  I had some extra time and stopped by a Wal Mart to shop for a black bra.  I have to admit that I still become a little nervous when I browse the bra section of a department store.  I guess because it's the one item that is one hundred percent for a woman and I don't think it's an item that a man normally buys for a wife or a girlfriend. I feel that I might as well have a sign hanging around my neck stating, "I'm a cross dresser and I'm trying to find a bra to wear".  

I was surprised that I was able to find one that I liked and it was also reasonably priced. Soon, I was heading back to my hotel room to try on my new black bra.  I was truly excited.

I'm Still Pushing The Boundaries

I'm frustrated.  Sexually that is.

So what did I do?

While Christmas shopping,  I searched for a little something for me.

In other words, I found myself in the Women's Department in Wal Mart searching for a shirt, sweater or some type of top for me.

The big problem with me doing that is the fact that I realized recently,  that I'm full.

I don't have room to hide anymore women's clothes.

Some things are in plain view.  For instance, I have many pairs of women's ballet flats.  As I write this, they are in plain view.  My wife can see them without searching.

But I have some items that I think that she doesn't know about.  Mainly because I've never worn them in front of her.  Also, she's never seemed to be the "snooping" type of woman.

If she actually is the "snooping" type of woman, then she's already seen everything and she hasn't divorced me yet.

If she's seen everything then she knows a have a few water balloons "hidden" in my bathroom cabinet underneath the sink.  It also means that she's seen my little black dress.  Now that I think about it, she probably has seen everything, but for the sake of trying to keep my sanity, I choose to believe that she hasn't.

Anyway, back to Wal Mart.  There I was looking for something cute and sexy for myself.

I enjoy taking pictures when I'm dressed in pantyhose and high heels.  You should know that by now.  What I realized several years ago is that to try and hide the fact that I'm a man in the pictures I really needed a women's shirt or top.  So I bought a bunch of women's tank tops.  I simply put on a bra and then add a couple of water balloons and slip on a tank top.  From the neck down I can, at times, hide the fact that I'm a guy in drag.

I wanted something new.  I found some women's shirts.  Technically they're women's Henley tops.  They almost look unisex.  In reality, you can tell they are for a woman.  The neck is too wide and cut to show off a woman's chest and the bottom of the shirt is tailored, which in my opinion makes them cute and sexy.  I bought several different colors.

After buying them I decided that I didn't want to "hide" them.  I decided that I want to wear them openly at home.  I know I'm just a guy wearing women's clothes, but it's also sexually thrilling. 

In my opinion, a cheap thrill is better than none.

Anyway, the pictures below show what all the fuss is about.

Could you dress like this in front of your wife or girlfriend?

It's Offically Spring

A few weeks ago the calendar said that spring time was here.  Technically it was, but the daily temperatures said,  "Not quite yet".

I've looked forward to the warmer temperatures.  I've been wearing opaque tights since the fall and I'm a anxious to slip back into pantyhose once again.

The last couple of days it's been around 80 during the day so pantyhose time is just about here.

I took a day off from work and since I was home alone, you can guess what I did.  I slipped on some pantyhose and broke out the camera a took a few pictures.

I know it's been about a month since I've posted anything and for that I apologize.  I've had a couple of projects going on and I just haven't had the time or opportunity to take pictures or post to this blog.

Hopefully I'll have the time to get back on track and continue sharing my cross dressing experience.

In the meantime I'm submitting these for your approval:


The first on below, in the orange tights was taken this past Halloween.  I never got around to editing and posting.

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These go back a little over a year.  I've never shown them and I like them.  I hope you do as well.

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The first one below where I'm wearing my wife's black bra is one of the first things I wore this morning.  Trust me, she wouldn't like it at all if she found out I was wearing one of her bras.

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 The one below is the exact outfit I was wearing when she walked in the door from work.  She didn't say anything at all about my choice in clothes.  She's used to seeing me in tights and ballet flats.  Their basically nude opaque tights.

I'll try and post more a little later this weekend.

2017 - The Year of Ballet Flats

When 2017 started I had no idea that I'd buy myself a couple of pairs of ballet flats.  I really hadn't thought about them at all.  Then something about them caught my eye and before I knew it, I not only had two pair, but I was wearing them in front of my wife.  I wear them constantly these days.  Since the weather turned cooler I've been wearing tights around the house and ballet flats are perfect.

I haven't worn my new boots in front of my wife yet, but I will soon.

So, to close out 2017, I thought I'd post a few pics from earlier this year.

I hope everyone has a safe New Years Eve.

Cute And Sexy Boots

  I bought these cute little boots recently.  I couldn't resist.

Ballet Flats

A couple of weeks ago a bought a pair of shoes for my wife.  A pair of black ballet flats.  She didn't like them so I returned them.  Then I bought a couple of pairs for me.  I've worn high heels for many years, but I've never worm flats.  I see women and girls wearing flats often and I really like the look.  I think they are really sexy.  I really hadn't considered them myself until recently.  So I did it.  I bought a black and a brown pair.  I have to tell you, as soon as put them on I got a massive hard on.

As soon as I opened one of the boxes I had an idea.  I wanted to wear them openly in front of my wife.  I just didn't know what to say or how to broach the subject

Keep in mind, I openly wear pantyhose at home.  I come home from work and take a shower and shave my legs.  Afterward I slip on a pair of pantyhose and a tee shirt and that's all.  That's what I wear at home these days.

So how do I suddenly start wearing women's shoes.  I thought about it all week.  How does a man tell his wife that he wants to wear women's cute little sexy ballet flats?

Well I didn't exactly.  I let her "accidentally" see me wearing them briefly when she got up early to use the restroom.  I knew she would use the restroom and then go back to bed.  Then I left them in the living room floor so that she would see them when she got up.  She saw them and didn't say a word.

So now she knows I have them and hasn't even brought it up.  I'm a guy that wears ballet flats.

Honestly, I'm kind of surprised at myself.  A month ago I had even considered doing anything like this at all.