I Added More Video To X Tube

A I write this, I'm uploading my fifth video to X Tube. For the first time, I'm showing myself actually getting off. The video is from a few years ago and I've been wanting to share it for a long time. Theres not much to see pantyhose wise, it's just my dick, rock hard, sticking straight up through the cut out crotch. If you notice, I'm so horny that I don't have to pump it very much to get it to squirt. It basically shoots on its own. Also, if you pay attention, you'll be able to tell that I actually get off twice. I squirt once, then I pump it just a little more and then squirt a second time. I hope you'll watch and comment.

I'm also attaching a picture to this post that I took early this morning. I hope you like it and find it sexy.

Here's a question for any readers out there.

Have you ever dressed up in drag on Halloween? It's almost here.

I'm Into Wearing Pantyhose

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I Posted A Video On XTube

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Exclusive Video

As I promised on my last YouTube video (#30), I'm adding some additional video. When I started this blog I didn't even realize that I could add video to it. Also, I'll admit that I've tried to be careful as to what I show on YouTube. The last thing I need is to have people complain and start "flagging" my videos. As careful as I've been, I still had one flagged and removed. Along with the removal came a nice little warning email basically saying, don't do that again. What's funny is that the video that was removed had no nudity in it whatsoever. Suddenly it was gone. No explination. I should probably repost it, but haven't

Anyway, the video that I've posted on YouTube this weekend is more of what I shot a few months ago in my hotel room when I was out of town for work. As soon as I got to the hotel I stripped down, took a shower, popped a beer and started play dress up in front of the camera.

I tried to concentrate on keeping it clean so that I could post it on YouTube, but of course I couldn't resist taking it past the line at times. I just didn't know when or where I could post it.

I know about XTube and have watched a few videos on it, but it really seems sleazey. I don't believe I'v seen many videos on there that were really good. I guess I'll probably break down and put some on there because I really do want to show off all the way. I'd really like to hear what people think about that.

Plus, I don't know whether or not it's a good idea to show as much as I have here on this blog. Technically, this is nudity. I know I don't show very much, but I stll wonder.

One thing this shows is my "tuck". People have wondered how I get so smooth "down there". As I've said before, it's not hard to do when you're small. Also, most of the time when I shoot video, I don't have a hard on. I'm usually concentrating on the camera and the pose and I just don't get hard while I'm doing that.

My Latest Video

I just posted a new video on YouTube. I only posed and videoed my feet in high heels because I've had many requests to see my feet. I don't feel that my feet are attractive, but I do think they look better in pantyhose. Actually they look better in suntan hose, but this video happens to capture me in navy Leggs sheer to waist, Q size by the way.

It's video that I shot several months back, but, have never had the time to upload. Please be aware that I have at least thirty minutes or more of video that I'd like to post. Most of it is from a few months ago when I was on an overnight business trip and alone in my hotel room, but some of my video is from the last is from the last few weekends. I just don't have enough private time to view and then upload it without fear of my wife seeing me in the process. Why? Because the computer is in the living room. Most of the time that I'm on the computer, she is in the room, just a few feet away, sitting on the couch.

The picture on this post is one that I'll admit, I like. It's me and I like it. I can see what other people see. When you get right down to it. Everything that you see is a self portrait.

Is that the weird? Most people, men or women, don't think about spending an evening photographing themselves in front of a camera. It is, in a way, narcissistic. Don't hold that part against me.

If you like my pics and videos and my story, let me here from you. I'll try to keep you in the loop.

Wearing Her Bathing Suit

This is what I've been wearing lately. It feels awesome. Just putting it on without pantyhose actually gives me a hard on. It is so tight and makes me feel sexy and I think I look pretty decent in it.

Oh, I have some bad news and I hope someone out there can offer me some advice.

One of my high heels is screwed up and I can't wear it. Which really sucks because I want to to wear them in front of my wife on Halloween.

A couple of weekends ago on a Saturday afternoon. I found myself alone and decided to to dress up and shoot some still pictures. I wore my stilettos in some of the pics. When I finished shooting, I quickly got undressed and stashed my clothes, including my heels.

As I was walking through the bedroom I noticed a small black object in the middle of the floor. I didn't know what it was at first. I picked it up and realized, it was the tip of one of my stiletto heels. The rubber tip had worn and split and fell off of the heel. I can't wear it like that. I was so disappointed.

I don't know what to do. I searched online and found that shoe repair stores can fix it, but I'm a little nervous about walking into one with a pair of size 13 Fredericks Of Hollywood stiletto heels.

I did find the tips on Ebay. It looks like the only place that sells what I need is in Europe. The tips/dowels are actually pretty cheap, but I can't order them without my wife knowing. Plus I don't know how to pull the actual dowel out of the heel without messing it up. I'm thinking that once it's removed I could replace one. I'd have to get some shoe glue as well. Getting the tips is the hard part. The shoes only cost around $30, but I can't buy new ones at this point in time and I have no idea how much a shoe repair shop would charge.

Has anyone out there ever had this problem?

Finally Another Post

The last month or so has been an adventure. I've still been wearing pantyhose, although not in front of my wife very much (that's my big turn on), but every chance I can. I've concentrated on two things, taking pictures of myself dressed up and trying to have a regular sex life with my wife. I've only been sucessful with one.

I've been able to shoot some pictures and even some video the last few weekends. But, it is very time consuming, especially since I have to hide my activities from my wife. Hell, I wish she'd participate, but we're nowhere near that stage.

The only chance I have to do these things is on the weekends when she's asleep. Which means I have to stay up after she goes to bed and then get up well before she gets up. Which to tell you the truth is tiring. Not to mention that it's done most of the time drunk and then hung over.

It takes 20 to 30 minutes to shoot 10 minutes of video. Which lately has been outside on the back deck and even a little outside of our front door. Then I have to hook up the camera to the computer and play the tape which of course will take 10 minutes. Then, the computer takes almost 10 minutes to process it. Of course I also have to hide the camera and my clothes because there is always the chance that my wife will walk in.

I've finally been able to secure the video and pictures on the computer so that she can't access it. I worried about that for a while.

Lately I've been wearing my wifes' one piece bathing suit. I even slept in it one night last weekend. I was actually hoping that she's notice and mention it. If she did notice, she didn't say anything.

I'd like to post several of my latest pictures, but it looks as if I can only post one picture per blog entry. If anyone knows how to post more per entry, please let me know.

I'd also like to post more videos on You Tube, but that also is very time consuming. It takse 20 minutes to upload 1:30 of video.