Showing A Little More On My Trip

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More Video From My Trip

As I said before, I recently went out of town on a business trip.  I stayed two nights in a hotel and I took some of my clothes and of course my video camera.  I spent every moment that I could dressing up and playing around with myself.  I shot some video that is suitable to post on youtube.com, but a lot of it can't be shown on that site because of the nudity.  Since a lot of you want to be me naked, I don't have many options as to where I can post it.  Actually my main intention was to shoot video that can be shown on youtube.com.  But of course, when given the chance, I seem to get a little carried away.

I've got more video to post, I just need to have privacy to edit it and post it.

I used to feel that I was the only guy that did this, but, over the last few years I've found out that there are a lot of guy's out there that like to play around like this.  If you like what you see, or can relate to this fetish, please leave a comment on this blog post.

Finally, A Little Alone Time

It seems as if it's been a very long time since I've been able to be alone. When I'm home, my wife is almost always there also. When she is gone, she'll be home very soon. Therefore, when I do have a little alone time at home, I have to worry about her walking in the door at any moment. I'm constantly looking over my shoulder, or looking out the window to see if she's just pulled into the driveway. Why? Because, when I'm alone, I want to wear pantyhose, high heels and lingerie and I want to do it all by myself.

Recently. my job asked me to travel out of town for an overnight stay. I'll be honest. I wanted to. I love my wife, but I wanted to be alone for a night. I didn't want to go out on my own to a bar and look for some young hottie. I just wanted to be alone with myself and my pantyhose and high heels. I also wanted to have my video camera on hand to capture myself wearing pantyhose and trying to look desireable. Actually what I'd like to do is shoot a video that a woman can view and be a little envious of. How many married guys want to do that?

After things were almost set, my one night overnight trip turned into two nights. I was beyond excited. I could hardly wait to go. I knew, that at home, I wouldn't, " get any". So, why wouldn't I be? I knew that I'd have two nights to go back to my hotel room and play dress up in front of the camera.

I wanted to dress in my red Speedo one piece, red tights and red strappy stiletto high heels. Do you think the outfit looks good? Leave a comment and tell me what you think.

It's Only A Pantyhose Fetish

How does that sound? A pantyhose fetish. No one grows up with the ambition to have a fetish. Most young boy's have the desire to have sex with the hottest girl on the planet and have her want nothing but sex over and over again with him and no one but him. Suddenly, we wake up and see that this world has other intentions.

Fate? I don't know. Maybe.

Anyway. When the whole hot girl thing doesn't quite work out as we had wanted, we end up masturbating. Alone. We all do it. At that point we realize what turns us on, and, what turns us on when we want to be alone with ourselves. Different people like different things. I'm fine with just about anything as long as no one gets hurt. Some people like a little pain, I don't. It's not my thing. As long as it's consenting adults and everyone has fun, it's fine with me

Guys never admit it, but they are turned on by the clothes that girls and women wear. The fetishist in us decides that if we can't have the woman of our dreams while we get off, at least we can have the clothes.

For example: If I like seeing what I percieve as the sexiest pair of legs ever, she's going to be wearing pantyhose and a sexy pair of black stiletto pumps. That's her. The one that I want when I'm alone with myself. Of course, she's not there, What's the next best thing when you are alone and want to get off? To me, her clothes. I'd just be happy slipping on her pantyhose and panties. That, would get me instantly hard and turned on. Except, that I have to buy my own.

The lingerie is not hers. It's mine. My wife isn't interested in sex at all. She likes hanging out with me. Talking and being best friends is fine with her. Just don't mention the "sex thing", and things are cool with her. She doesn't want to dress up in sexy clothes. She has no desire or interest in being sexy. Why? Because she's mostly a tomboy. The most important thing is, she doesn't have a desire to have sex with me. Ever.

She seems to accept the fact that I have a pantyhose fetish along with high heels, leotards and other lingerie. Keep in mind, we don't ever talk about it. She knoes these things are there. She doesn't mention it. On the other hand, I don't mention that every weekend when I touch her or grab her, she playfully fights me off until I just drop the subject.