This was an an entry saved as a draft on 11/09/2009. I'm finally publishing it: 1/30 2010
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I've had new high heels for a while now. They were a gift from an internet friend.
Is it possible to take a break from wearing panyhose, even though my wife doesn't want sex? Well, all I can say is, "Maybe". Is that as close as I'll ever get? Well? Maybe. I just haven't felt like it would be a good idea to show (express) how strong my fetish is.
I may be at the point where I can talk to her. In other words I may be able to tell her how much I like wearing pantyhose. To tell her how stong my sexual urge is. She doesn't understand how strong sexual desire can be. How can she? She's never has a "horny" thought. At least not that I'm aware of.
What do I do? I keep going through the everyday motions. And, I try to let her know just how horny I am, without going too far and pissing her off.
Lately, I've been wearing only a pair of panties in front of her (as opposed to pantyhose and panties), without her saying a word about my fetish. She knows I have a stash of pantyhose that includes many pairs of panties, leotards and (as far as I know) one pair of high heeled pumps.
