My Tights And New Panties

It's been a while since I've bought any new panties.  For quite a while I've only been shopping for new tights, but, the other day I saw a couple pairs of panties that I just had to have.  Most of my panties are Hanes, but I had a passion for Vassarette panties.  It was a couple pairs of Vassarette that I just had to have.

It's been well over ten years since I first told my wife that I have a pantyhose fetish.  When I told her, she didn't get upset at all.  She wasn't thrilled and it didn't excite her or anything, but she accepted it.  It was several years later, in 2006 when I started wearing women's panties around the house.  I didn't tell her about it.  I just started doing it.

I started with a muti pack of thongs, simply a white thong and a black one.  Soon after that, I bought a couple pairs of high cut bikini panties.  I've been wearing panties ever since. These days I even wear them to work.  It's gotten to the point that unless I'm naked, I wearing some form of lingerie.

Here's a few shots of one of my new pairs of panties.  I love hot pink.  What do you think?  What would your wife say if she saw you dressed like this?

The Continuing Evolution Of A Married Crossdresser

One year ago if you had told me that I'd be doing the things around the house that I'm doing now, I wouldn't have believed it. I'm wearing women's tights and sweat shirt around the house, with pantyhose and leg warmers lying on the bathroom counter. I just wear tights around the house in front of my wife. It sounds great. Doesn't it?

The reason I do it is because I can. The reason I ca is simply that our nonsexual relationship that we call a marriage has evolved into her not caring what I wear or look like. That is, as long as she can avoid having to face sex with me.

She absolutely will avoid the subject of sex. She refuses to talk about it. She never plays with the idea.

To her credit, she will wear pantyhose in front of me because she knows that I like it. But, she stops there. If I try to run my hand in her crotch, she pushes it away tells me to leave her alone.

What else can I do but further my masturbationary desires?

When I get off, I'm in a room alone. Why? Because my wife simply doesn't want to have a sexual relationship, with me, or, apparently anyone else.

I feel that she wishes that the whole idea of sex would simply vanish. She knows it exists, she just doesn't any part in such a thing.

So, I keep pushing the envelope with my "crossdressing". I openly leave pantyhose and panties out where she can see them. She never mentions them. Ever.

So what do I do? I buy a new piece of lingerie. Since we don't have a sexual relationship and she refuses to talk about it, or have one, why not push the envelop and see what she'll accept. Having pantyhose, high heels and panty's and a wife, is better than having pantyhose, and no wife at all.

Like I've said, she will wear pantyhose for me and let me admire her.

That's better than a lot of guy's have it.

Sexy Red Strappy Sandals

It took awhile to actually receive the red strappy sandals that I bought around Christmas time. When I tried them on I realized that they were a little too big. They turned me on as soon as I put them on, but, they were and are a little too big. An inspiration and a disappointment all at once. We really can't have it all. I had been looking forward to the shoes and they just didn't fit. I immediately felt like I should try to sell them, but, the offers didn't exactly pour in. So, I decided to start wearing them. They really are sexy and do make my little one grow. When I slip them on, I really do become instantly horny. I wanted to see what my new high heels looked like in broad daylight. I just wanted to be outdoors alone, with a nice background that would look good in the camera, of course. I wanted to strut my legs in these high heels, and I wanted the people out in the Internet word to see me as well. Keep in mind when you watch my YouTube videos that I'm just a guy. I'm not an exhibitionist. That is, I don't want people to see me. I'm more voyeur than anything else. I love seeing a beautiful girl or woman showing off her legs, more than anything else. That, just might be God's greatest creation. Anyway, while I was shooting video of myself off to the side of a local tennis court, I thought the camera was off. It turns out that it was still running. Typically I want only to video myself posing. I don't really want to see video of myself walking around straightening my shorts or pantyhose.

But here it is. An outtake from my last shoot. Like I said, when this video was shot, I didn't realize that the camera was still on. I simply thought that I was getting ready for the next shot. My cheap thrill.