I'm A Guy In Virginia With A Pantyhose Fetish

If I get the chance to be alone, this is what I like to do.  I know that doing things like this aren't exactly what most men do when they have some free time.  A lot of guy's go fishing or camping or some other macho thing.  If you bumped into me one day on the street and we exchanged a few words about something totally meaningless, you'd never know that I was a guy that likes to shave his legs and wear women's pantyhose.

Most guys really do believe that when they get married that they will have hot sex with their new wife and that's just the way that it will be, for ever and ever.  To any young stupid guy's out there that might be reading this,  "IT'S NOT THAT WAY AT ALL.  NOT EVEN CLOSE!"

Me, I've adjusted.  I've actually gotten used to only jerking off.  No sex with my wife.  None.  She doesn't want it.  So we don't.  It's that simple.  How do I cope with the frustration?  Pantyhose.  I don't go out looking to nail some girl anywhere.  I go to work, then come home.  Day after day.  I'm not out chasing some young hottie in a bar.  I'm not looking for a another woman.  I think that I'm looking for someone that appreciates wearing pantyhose and high heels.  I also realize that what I'm looking for is probably another guy.  Saying that, makes me want to point out that I'm not gay.  I don't find men attractive sexually.  But I do find legs in pantyhose sexy, male or female. 

I think I'm looking for another leg lover.  I'd ideally like to find a woman that likes to dress up in short skirts, pantyhose and  stilettos.  Chances are, I'm not going to find her.

There are more guy's with this fetish than women.  I realize this.  Which then makes me realize that my perfect afternoon sexual fantasy would be with another guy that shares my pantyhose and high heel fetish.  Someone that would look at me sexually, and want to do things that a couple of guys aren't supposed to do to each other.    In my own mind, I don't look at it as being gay, I look at it as, wanting to share my sexuality.  My wife doesn't want sex at all.  So what am I left to do?  Should I just accept the fact that I just jerk of wearing my pantyhose and high heels once or twice a week?  Or, should I realize that I don't have much time left on this earth and look for sexual relief outside of my marriage?

Is there anyone in southeast Virgina that has seen my videos and thinks that we might be able to play around a little.  Are you close?  Southeast Virginia?