Sunday, February 7, 2010

Why I Haven't Been Posting










Why haven't I been posting on my blog? It's because of the new high heels that an Internet fan gave me many months ago. Over the last several months, I've been preoccupied with shooting video, taking pictures and wearing hose and heels when I could, rather than writing about it, I've practiced it. Plus theres the keeping up with You Tube computer time. You Tube is the only real interaction that I have with other cross dressing guys.








I have limited computer time. Most of my computer time is spent with my wife sitting just a few feet away from me. All she has to do is stand up and take two steps towards me and she can see what I'm doing on the computer. So, I use my time wisely.








When I'm alone, I concentrate on "getting away" with wearing heels and hose behind my wife's back. I usually try to shoot video or still pictures and then hope to have just enough time to upload and edit them. When I can, it's actually fun to do. Usually, I find myself rushing to do it, and that just sucks the fun out of it.




Oh, there's also the fact that each weekend I look forward to trying to get my wife to dress up in pantyhose and high heels. Sometimes she'll actually do it, AND then I'm able to talk her into posing for pictures.






My wife. Our sex life more than sucks. It's almost non-existent. She doesn't want to do it. Ever! But, once in a while, she'll dress up in a way that turns me on. I get to take few pictures of her, then the night is over. She refuses to have sex, then goes to bed. Leaving me alone and horny. That's when my private time starts. I usually dress up and start to play.




Playing can mean many things. Keep that in mind. I may dress up in pantyhose and high heels, then take pictures, or, I may choose to just put on a pair of hose and sit on the couch and listen to music. I never know what I'm going to do. Who does?




All I know is that my wife doesn't want to fuck me, and, I have a pantyhose fetish.




As for the second part, I almost think it's weird if you don't.
How can you not?








3 comments:

sh2wp said...

Glad to see you sexy legs! too bad about your wife still not wanting sex, I'd get her check by the doctor for hormone imbalances, ene thyroid issues. She not only is missing a wonderful experience but also is not honoring you as her husband soul-mate that has real physical needs and pressures. Since you are married her body is supposed to be yours and vice versa and there should be some compelling reason to shut down your horny advancements. This is what drives guys outside the marriage!!!! What's wrong with these wives?? I gotta say mine is a gem. I walked in on her on the floor (mid clothes change) and she was playing with our 18 month old in her bra and panties while the other 3 slept. I promptly tasted her sweet pussy and we moved to having a quicky right there as JR played in another part of the bedroom. Quickies are OK in marriage!!!

sh2wp said...

BTW, you can see some of me and my wife on xtube @ sh2wp. You can see what happens when we both wear panties or she turns tables and puts on a strapon.

junkie! said...

hoow do you not get an erection!i am amazed! how do you do it? the moment i wear pantyhose i am hard? how do you do it pleease!