My Latest Video

I just posted a new video on YouTube. I only posed and videoed my feet in high heels because I've had many requests to see my feet. I don't feel that my feet are attractive, but I do think they look better in pantyhose. Actually they look better in suntan hose, but this video happens to capture me in navy Leggs sheer to waist, Q size by the way.

It's video that I shot several months back, but, have never had the time to upload. Please be aware that I have at least thirty minutes or more of video that I'd like to post. Most of it is from a few months ago when I was on an overnight business trip and alone in my hotel room, but some of my video is from the last is from the last few weekends. I just don't have enough private time to view and then upload it without fear of my wife seeing me in the process. Why? Because the computer is in the living room. Most of the time that I'm on the computer, she is in the room, just a few feet away, sitting on the couch.

The picture on this post is one that I'll admit, I like. It's me and I like it. I can see what other people see. When you get right down to it. Everything that you see is a self portrait.

Is that the weird? Most people, men or women, don't think about spending an evening photographing themselves in front of a camera. It is, in a way, narcissistic. Don't hold that part against me.

If you like my pics and videos and my story, let me here from you. I'll try to keep you in the loop.

Wearing Her Bathing Suit

This is what I've been wearing lately. It feels awesome. Just putting it on without pantyhose actually gives me a hard on. It is so tight and makes me feel sexy and I think I look pretty decent in it.

Oh, I have some bad news and I hope someone out there can offer me some advice.

One of my high heels is screwed up and I can't wear it. Which really sucks because I want to to wear them in front of my wife on Halloween.

A couple of weekends ago on a Saturday afternoon. I found myself alone and decided to to dress up and shoot some still pictures. I wore my stilettos in some of the pics. When I finished shooting, I quickly got undressed and stashed my clothes, including my heels.

As I was walking through the bedroom I noticed a small black object in the middle of the floor. I didn't know what it was at first. I picked it up and realized, it was the tip of one of my stiletto heels. The rubber tip had worn and split and fell off of the heel. I can't wear it like that. I was so disappointed.

I don't know what to do. I searched online and found that shoe repair stores can fix it, but I'm a little nervous about walking into one with a pair of size 13 Fredericks Of Hollywood stiletto heels.

I did find the tips on Ebay. It looks like the only place that sells what I need is in Europe. The tips/dowels are actually pretty cheap, but I can't order them without my wife knowing. Plus I don't know how to pull the actual dowel out of the heel without messing it up. I'm thinking that once it's removed I could replace one. I'd have to get some shoe glue as well. Getting the tips is the hard part. The shoes only cost around $30, but I can't buy new ones at this point in time and I have no idea how much a shoe repair shop would charge.

Has anyone out there ever had this problem?

Finally Another Post

The last month or so has been an adventure. I've still been wearing pantyhose, although not in front of my wife very much (that's my big turn on), but every chance I can. I've concentrated on two things, taking pictures of myself dressed up and trying to have a regular sex life with my wife. I've only been sucessful with one.

I've been able to shoot some pictures and even some video the last few weekends. But, it is very time consuming, especially since I have to hide my activities from my wife. Hell, I wish she'd participate, but we're nowhere near that stage.

The only chance I have to do these things is on the weekends when she's asleep. Which means I have to stay up after she goes to bed and then get up well before she gets up. Which to tell you the truth is tiring. Not to mention that it's done most of the time drunk and then hung over.

It takes 20 to 30 minutes to shoot 10 minutes of video. Which lately has been outside on the back deck and even a little outside of our front door. Then I have to hook up the camera to the computer and play the tape which of course will take 10 minutes. Then, the computer takes almost 10 minutes to process it. Of course I also have to hide the camera and my clothes because there is always the chance that my wife will walk in.

I've finally been able to secure the video and pictures on the computer so that she can't access it. I worried about that for a while.

Lately I've been wearing my wifes' one piece bathing suit. I even slept in it one night last weekend. I was actually hoping that she's notice and mention it. If she did notice, she didn't say anything.

I'd like to post several of my latest pictures, but it looks as if I can only post one picture per blog entry. If anyone knows how to post more per entry, please let me know.

I'd also like to post more videos on You Tube, but that also is very time consuming. It takse 20 minutes to upload 1:30 of video.

I took this pic today, Sunday August 10, 2008. My wife was still asleep, so I snapped a few pics. This is probably the best one of the bunch. I'm wearing suntan L'eggs Sheer Energy sheer to waist, my staple these days. I was really afraid that I might get caught, but I got away with it. My wife knows I have a pantyhose fetish and she even knows I have a pair of high heels. But, she wouldn't be happy if she caught me posing in front of the camera like this. She did catch me one time, but she didn't make a big deal about it, but it was still akward and embarressing.

Over 500 Subscriptions

I decided to post little bonus video since I have hit the 500 mark on YouTube subscriptions. It's a little naughty. I hope I didn't go too far with it. I don't know if a little nudity is permitted on this blog.

I recently had a video flagged and removed from You Tube and there no nudity in it, I was very disappointed.

This video was shot 2 or 3 months ago. I know it shows my little thing. It should be easy enough now to see why I can tuck myself away so easily. I've got a small dick. It's that simple.

It's Not Easy Taking Pictures And Video

I added another video to You Tube on Saturday. My goal has been to try and add some video each weekend. It's just not easy. Imagine yourself doing it. For one thing, most guys don't wear pantyhose or any other article of women's clothing. I know this. I'm one that does and believe it or not, I've been wearing them for over thirty years. That is hard to believe.

Not only do I wear them, I like to photograph myself wearing them. How many guys can say that? The thing is, it's not easy doing either. My wife knows about my pantyhose fetish and has seen me wear them on many occasions, but she doesn't know about my pictures and videos. Well, actually she does, but I'll get into that later. I wish I could tell her, but at this point, I don't think she'd understand or even try to understand. Hell, I don't know if shes capable of understanding. What would the average wife say if her husband told her that he liked wearing pantyhose? How many would just say, "That's fine dear"? I doubt many would take that news well.

How many guys wear pantyhose and take pictures and video of themselves? Not many. Part of me feels that its perverted, but the fact is I like it and except for my wifes less than positive feelings towards the fetish, it's harmless.

The big problem is finding time to shoot pictures and video, edit them and upload them without her finding out. Since our computer is in a central location in our home, I just can't do it anytime I want since she could walk up and see what I'm doing.

I see where video can be uploaded to this blog. I've decided that I'll add a little video not shown on You Tube to see if I can attract blog viewers. I'm considering showing some brief nudity. Would anyone out there like to see that? I don't know if I'll be able to do it today since I'm already in the process of uploading a new You Tube video.

What I'd like to do

What's funny is the fact that I do indeed think about sex more often than most. I'd like to think that my sexual thoughts and desires, while not exactly mainstream, aren't illegal or immoral. I enjoy and get off wearing women's "things".

The bottom line is that I'm turned on by girls and women showing off their legs. Theres nothing better than...

I just happen to like wearing and posing in their under ware and lingerie. It does turn me on. It's harmless. So why not? Life is short and I'm a kid anymore. I'm trying to get away with as much as is allowable under the circumstances.

I'm married and the sex is not good. Of course theres a lot more involved than that. It's complicated, very complicated. Isn't everything? We're all a product of our experiences. The older we get, the more experiences we have. Our data base continuously increases. Age. Experience.

Keep in mind, I'm just a guy. I like to wear pantyhose.